Suicide

Life is like a movie, if you've sat through more than half of it and its sucked every second so far, it probably isn't gonna get great right at the end and make it all worthwhile. None should blame you for walking out early.

Miss You

I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you.

True Happiness

You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and involuntarily a grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this.

I don't wanna miss a thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

Stars...in your eyes...

Up in the skies, I look very carefully to see your face. I wonder if you're there, I wonder if tonight you're thinking of me. I just want to tell you that looking at the stars makes me think of you. By looking at it I just want to be where you are, and hold you tight and never let go!!

U; my thunderstorm;

U; my thunderstorm;

You roared into my life & electrified my heart
Ordering it to beat at your will.
Suffocting me with your innocence
Blinding me with your smile
Crippling me at a glance
Death is certain to me
but i am glad to have fallen for you;
dear of mine...

L'amour c'est un début

L'amour est "Trop Puissant"
Pourriez vous me donner l'exemple d'un sentiment
qui peut etre beau et horrible a la fois?
qui peut faire sourire aussi bien que souffrir?
qui nous rends plus fort tout en etant plus lache?
qui nous donnes confiance tout en nous faisant peur?
Sans l'Amour que serait la Raison et la Folie?
L'amour brise toutes les barrieres et rassemble...
Shalom a ceux qui s'aiment...

Quotations for Broken Hearts

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ~Author Unknown


God is closest to those with broken hearts. ~Jewish Saying


Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated. ~Lamartine


The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends. ~Gwyneth Paltrow


In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Second Neurotic's Notebook, 1966


Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown


Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together. ~Author Unknown


Maybe part of loving is learning to let go. ~From the television show The Wonder Years


I prithee send me back my heart,
Since I cannot have thine;
For if from yours you will not part,
Why, then, shouldst thou have mine?
~John Suckling


As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you. ~Toto


Let your tears come. Let them water your soul. ~Eileen Mayhew


It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer... and everything collapses. ~Colette


The heart is the only broken instrument that works. ~T.E. Kalem


Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~Author Unknown


God can heal a broken heart, but He has to have all the pieces. ~Author Unknown


What is the opposite of two? A lonely me, a lonely you. ~Richard Wilbur


Sadness flies away on the wings of time. ~Jean de La Fontaine

The day you came into my life

The day you came into my life;
My mind argued with my heart;
Battling about the place you would occupy.
Confused were my thoughts and feelings;
But now you definitely have a place...
sure you r asking yourself where...???
IN MY LIFE;
Many times have I tried to ask you out;
However, so often circumstances were unfavourable...
As our skies get clear; I would like to ask this fateful question...
Would you be my girlfriend???
It may seem quick; it always seems to be,but I would really want us to be more than friends...and don't worry; I've already spoken to my heart and mind;
They both AGREED to let YOU IN!!!

Broken Hearted

I met a lovely man that advertised for a long term relationship. I did not reply to his but vica versa. I answered his email on the 25th May 01 and after swapping stories we swapped mobile numbers and we spent one weekend sending love messages to each other, then on Monday last week he phoned me and we spoke for the first time. He told me he loved me, I was what he was looking for etc. Things became very intense, he even planted red roses in his garden, neither of us could sleep, we were emailing, texting and talking over the phone constantly.

Then we decided to meet for lunch. He met me at the railway station holding a dozen red roses in his hands. He also gave me a single white rose in a gold box - romance was in the air. On meeting we felt that we already knew each other, and although we were both nervous we enjoyed each others company. He started making plans for the future and I foolishly listened.

After such a lovely day we both went home to our own children . He has 6 of them and they all live at home. His ex-wife left to go and find herself in Africa, but that was only 2 years ago.

Two days later after very little contact I knew something was wrong, he text me to say he would email me on the Monday and I knew then that it was over before it had begun. And sure enough Monday morning the 'dear John' was waiting for me. He did not want to continue with the relationship as he was not ready and felt like he was drowning, he blamed me I did nothing he did all the chasing. I was heart broken and could not believe a human being who is suppose to be kind, caring etc. could treat me that way. I cried for three days after, I threw out the flowers he gave me, and I could not sleep. I was in shock. I could not understand why he emailed me in the first place if his intentions were not honest. So let other ladies be aware, do not be fooled by 'knights in shining armour' who fall in love with you before they meet you. The feeling I had was so bad I decided that no more did I want to know any men, but surely there are decent men out there somewhere.

Heart Broken

We met in work, i had the biggest crush on you for the longest time and then finally we talked. I never told u how i felt so i kept it deep inside of me, till that day i found out you had a girlfriend and i never got to tell you how i felt. I went on living and we kinda stopped talking at work i just gave up just like that. Well a couple of months later i found out you and your girl friend broke up. In a way i was happy casue i could possibly win you.

The first time we hung out was weird we just started talking again at work and it wasnt like a real conversation it was just a, hi how are you, kinda thing. But i came into work with my best friend to see who wanted to go to the beach and you were willing to go. You came to my house while we got ready to go to the beach and right there i fell inlove. I've had never been inlove so i didnt kno if it was love or i just liked you like ive never liked anyone like this before. we went to the beach that night and i had the time of my life, being with you made my life so much happier it was the best. The night was finally over and you said "later" and we left eachother. But that night i got something i never thought would happen, i got a call from you. I never thought in a millon years that you would call me. We talked for ever just saying how much fun we had and how much we wanted to chill next friday night. I was the happiest girl alive.

The next friday night came and we had planned again to hang out. We had another night of excitment. I new i was inlove for the first time i just new it. We hung out alot and i kinda began to obsesses over you. I new in my heart you were the one but i didnt know how to tell you that i liked you so much. Then it was that day when you were at my house, we were just chillin around. My friend came online and started talkin to you thinking it was me and she said that i should tell you i liked you. You were surprised when you saw it but you looked at me like no one has ever looked at me and said, "I do like you ashley, i just dont want a relationship right now" I almost died for once in my life someone liked me for me and not just useing me. I was so excited! Then that day came, when i thought i was gonna die, i cried and cried when i heard it but i didnt know to beleive it or not. Your best friend had told one of his x girl friends what you had said to him, she called me right away knowin that i should know. She told me that you didnt like me like that and you would never go out with me but you would still have sex with me. She said you were gonna fool me and say you liked me so we would have sex. I had no idea what to do, i just cried that night i was soo upset that for all this time i thought u cared and you just wanted sex.

The next morning i woke up and went to work, you were there but you didnt say anything to me, it was like you new i new or something. It was like you didnt want to talk to me ever again. As i stood there staring at u i felt a sharp pain go threw my heart, and right then i new my heart had been broken. Your best friend and me have kinda gotten close as friends and i try to ask him once in a while if hes talken to you or whats up with you, he tells me your realy depressed but everytime i want to talk to you your never home. Every know and then i just sit and cry, cry that for so long i thought we would be something and i thought u acually liked me, but then i reliezed you were yet another scam like them all. I pray everynight and ask god to please have you come back into my life so we can be with eachother, and i ask god to keep you save and out of harm, becasue i kno your going threw a hard time. I love you mike with all my heart even though know its broken, and even though you hurt me and dont even know it i would do anything to have you in my life again. All the memories we shared and all the poking and screaming and fun we have had its gone, and i would do anything to have it all back! I love you

How can you mend a broken heart?

I can think of younger days when living for my life
Was everything a man could want to do.
I could never see tomorrow, but I was never told about the sorrow.

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend a this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

I can still feel the breeze that rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow, noone said a word about the sorrow.

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

Artist: Bee Gees
Song: How can you mend a broken heart?

Without You

Without you,
I am like a day without the sun,
Air without Oxygen,
A flower without colour,
A child without parents,
A song without music,
A clown who forgot to smile,
All these to show you what you mean..
You are the light of my life and colours it with happiness.
The sound of your voice is a sweet melody to my ears,
You make me breathless everytime you appear before me like an
Angel who was left behind by God...

All but you

Millions of people pass by me
My heart wish to see only you
Thousands of eyes are set on me
My eyes match only you

Love knows no bound
Time is bonded
U and me forever
Its so profound to be fonded
U and me together

What is the past incase it lasts
In the face of horrible holocaust

Cathedrals and churches
Old Oaks and Birches
All remind me of only you

When sweet was the life
And there was no strife
I thought of only you

Incarnations, rejuvenations
Amalgamation and resurrections
All these tell me
Only you are my combination

Love knows no bound
Time is bonded
U and me forever
Its so profound to be fonded
U and me together

Down the memory lane
Whenever I see a mane
I remember thy First
Incarnation of past

I remember the orchards
And I remember the old birds
In the mist till I see
You as ever forever

Sweetest dream came true the day
When I saw you in May
Both the magical ring
And you had to say:

Love knows no bound
Time is bonded
U and me forever
Its so profound to be fonded
U and me together

Don't ask me what the rhyme is about
Don't say and please don't doubt
Whenever you will listen thy song
No matter wherever you belong
Will come to your cast
The beautiful life of past

Even If you and I can never meet
Even if you are lost in the world fleet
Just remember me and remember thy song
Sing this aloud and sing it along

Love knows no bound
Time is bonded
U and me forever
Its so profound to be fonded
U and me together
Forever together
ALWAYS

I'll always love you

After she left me, I used to listen to this song all the time. Even now, when I hear this song, I feel a pang in my heart. Guess real love never ends...

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Artist: Bon Jovi & Jon Bon Jovi
Song: Always

About Scarred Hearts

What is "Scarred Hearts"?

Everybody suffers a heart break once in their life. There has been that one person that we have loved with all our heart and has not returned that love. When you wake up to that reality you feel like your world has shattered. You feel like you will never love that way again. You ask yourself why is this happening to me? Am I not good enough? What's wrong with me? Some may get through the aftermath of a heart break while others unfortunately do not manage to overcome their griefs.

Scarred Hearts is an anonymous, ongoing community where people post stories, poems, pictures, paintings and drawings about how they have been unlucky in love, how their hearts have been broken, what they have done to heal their hearts and the scars left by their broken hearts, hence the name "Scarred Hearts".

The story behind "Scarred Hearts"

In june 2005, my first love left me after being 4 years together, without any words, nothing. This destroyed my life completely. I lost my job and failed a crucial exams which was a turning point in my life. I started "drinking to drown my sorrow" and became an insomniac. I even had thoughts of committing suicides but fortunately I managed to pull through. Since then, I have come across many lovers in the same condition as me. I was inspired by Post Secret to start a somewhat similar blog but this one will be devoted to lovers with broken hearts only, hoping they will find a way to heal their broken hearts here. This blog is managed by myself and two other heart broken friends.

How can I contribute to "Scarred Hearts"?

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